How and where to start?

I’m 22 and I’ve only smoked once in my life, and that was with a friend that I’m no longer friends with. I get terrible migraines and cramps all the time and of course people suggest that smoking would definitely help. My one problem is, I’m in Florida and it’s only legal as a medical thing, but the doctors are so damn strict about it. I also don’t have any friends that smoke. So, how would one go about getting some? I always get embarrassed to ask a question like this. I honestly just don’t know and I want this pain to stop without having to down so many painkillers all the time. Anyone in southeast fl that I could hit up? Lol