Disclosure: If you are feeling hateful, or want to harp on someone, please be nice to me. I haven't seen any posts about this, and I hope I'm not opening up a second discussion. Here it goes... I'm a smoker. I have a healthy, smart, wonderful two year old. I am ashamed to say that I smoked a little bit during my pregnancy. Please don't say mean things to me, I already have to deal with the choices I've made. My husband and I desperately want to have another baby, and I am almost ready, except I haven't been able to quit smoking. I had to stop taking my psychiatric medications, and I am struggling so bad with my anxiety and trying to quit smoking. Are there any mommas out there that have quit smoking and can offer me guidance? I refuse to let my son see me smoking, and I have cut down a whole lot. I look at my son and cry, imagining him see me smoke, and perpetuating a nasty family habit, or being pregnant and wanting to smoke. Please offer any guidance or your positive support. Thank you for reading.