So I have a heart condition I was born with and throughout my pregnancy I've been absolutley fine suffering no problems and my heart is coping very well with the extra stress, so from the beginning I have always been told I would give birth naturally which I was over the moon about means I get to experience the full pregnancy/labour process. Only now ive been and seen 2 heart specialist who have told me I will be having a ceserean section on the 29th November and all my care will be transferred over to them which means I also change hospital to 1 that is almost 2hours away! I feel deflated and upset because everything has changed so soon to her due date and i feel like because I have to have my baby girl through section that I am some what a failure and it leaves me and my partner 5 weeks to have things sorted. I'm so nervous you guys that i just had to vent xx