I'm angry. I'm terrified. My dad, Who is only 59 years old has been diagnosed with brain cancer. It doesn't even sound real to me, it sounds like television or a bad book. last week nothing in our world was wrong, life was perfect. I am 16 weeks pregnant and I have a 1.5 year son with my husband ... I don't even know if he will be here to meet his new grandson. How can my family move on from this? My father is the strongest out of us all, he is our leader, our number one. I'm so shattered, I feel so much ugliness inside I just want to scream and break things. I've never been the angry person in life but here I am, angry at the world and confused. I'm just venting because I have no idea what else to do at 6 in the morning.