Husband leaving

So I’m 8 months pregnant. My husband is leaving out of town till just the day before my induction date for work reasons and I understand when we’re job sends you you go. He has to provide. And well the money is great. But I just didn’t think I’d be alone 4 weeks before my induction. The whole time I’ve been pregnant he’s been good. There was no work out of town. Up untill now. And it just sucks ass. And then the fact that he has to leave again right after the baby is born and won’t be home with ya for a few days kills me.

I’m trying to be strong and not make him feel worse than he already does about leaving but this last week I’ve been taking long showers just to cry in private.

Just didn’t think I’d be alone for this part.

Sorry for the rant. I just don’t want to tell him how I really feel even though I’m sure he knows how upset I am by the look on my face.