I finally got booked in with a midwife, they weren't even sure they were going to take me on until I called and bugged them. My first appointment is November 9th, I'll be 11 weeks by then! Apparently all the midwives are super booked up right now and that's the earliest they can see me. It's so frustrating seeing everyone's excited first ultrasounds and getting to hear the heartbeat when I have to keep waiting! And in the meantime my morning sickness has vanished along with my boobs not being very sore at all anymore, which I know isn't abnormal but it's scary because it's the only thing telling me there's a baby in there right now. :( just want to see them and know that they're still there and hear their little heartbeat.