AGHHH (UPDATE)

Ok so my fwb knew I didn't sleep last night. He asked why. I told him my brain just wouldn't shut down. He said "I know you...you were thinking hard on something. What was it?" I told him I didn't want to talk about it. He got all huffy and left because he doesn't like secrets. Didn't respond to any of my texts except for a single thumbs up. So I asked if he was mad, he said no, but I know him just as well as he knows me, he's pissed. So I sent him a bunch of texts about what I was thinking about and now I'm freaking out because he wants to talk when I get home. After this he said "Message me when you get home safe. We need to talk." and now I'm just freaking out because I still want him as my fwb or maybe something more but I'm scared since he thinks I think he has feelings, he'll run.

UPDATE- So last night we finally talked about it. or maybe this morning I dunno. the days have kinda run together because we've been together the past two days. Anyways. He said he does have feelings but also doesn't know if he wants to have feelings. He says he's emotionally drained from the past couple relationships he's been in and that it's easier to just have me around and not be dating me. He said that emotionally he can't handle a relationship. He also said of course he cares about me, he just can't get into another relationship and go through another failure. He said the next girl he dates, he's marrying. So he wants to make sure he knows what he wants. Anyways. that's my update.