So in May my husband and I suffered a miscarriage which left us both heartbroken obviously. Before we got pregnant I was so excited to have a 3rd baby (we really want a boy). I've always wanted a big family. I'm 1 of 2 kids and my husband is an only child. Well after my miscarriage I'm not sure I really want another and my husband does. Why do I feel this way? I can't decide if I want another baby or not and I feel like if I do get pregnant I won't love the baby as much.... people with 3 kids please tell me if you love having 3 kids or if it's hard.