I have all these emotions flowing through me right now I don’t know what to do...I am trying to stay calm. I am 30 years old and after 1 miscarriage 4 years ago I just found out I am pregnant! I’m at scared and nervous because last time I found out I was pregnant I lost it two days later. 😞 all these years I thought I just couldn’t have kids then boom this happens! We are so excited at the same time I’m praying this pregnancy doesn’t go like the last one went 🤞🏽

**Update** 10/22/27

So I took another one yesterday and got another BFP but started spotting dark red last night 🙁 currently at the ER getting everything checked out. 🤞🏽🙏🏽

*Update* 10/24/17

So the ER told me I was very early along and to follow up in 2 days with my Doctor. My appointment is tomorrow morning but today I started bleeding a lot more 😢😢😢 I’m so afraid that when I go tomorrow she is gonna tell me that I’m having a miscarriage and I’m not ready to hear that again y’all 😢😢😢