fear of stillbirth

Is anyone else in fear of still birth?? I will be 39 weeks Wednesday and here recently I have been so tore up and a ball of nerves worried myself sick about stillbirth. Doc offered to induce me at 39 weeks, but being the anxiety freak I am, I'm also worried about the pitocin and not wanting to lay in labor for days if my baby isn't ready. has anyone else struggled with this, I am so torn on what to do. induce or live in fear for 12 more days if I can make it that long without checking myself into a mental ward. ugh