AF was a week late but hcg tests were too faint or nonexistent for me to feel confident that it was a pregnancy. But in my heart I know I was pregnant. I had the same exact feeling with my first born and when I was pregnant before and had a miscarriages at 7weeks and 13 weeks. I'm trying to process my emotions and am just looking for validation that I'm not wrong for feeling the need to grieve. However, short this little life was, I still feel the need to mourn that this soul will never breath in the salt air on the ocean; will never see the mist rolling through the mountains; will never feel their mommas hand holding theirs. I pray that their spirit will know mine and know that I carry their heart in mine.