BOYFRIEND DRAMA

So I just found out my dad has cancer two days ago ; I'm the type of person who doesn't trust anyone or can't cry in front of people . So for the first time I tried crying in front of my boyfriend and he kept messing around the whole time. Yesterday I finally told him that I felt like he wasn't there for me and we kept arguing , my Ex boyfriend is super close with my family and he was here yesterday visiting my dad , that got my current boyfriend mad and I don't know what to do . It got him even more mad that I told him he's never there for me ! Is it bad that I told him that I don't think he's ever there for me ? Or I'm I just bring a brat ☹️