Jealous of my SO? Mommy needs friends.

My SO asked me if I would mind if he stopped to see him friend after work today. Absolutely fine the man works so hard and never complains. But I’m sitting here waiting for him to come home and I can’t help but feel jealous. It just hit me that i don’t seen my friends unless it’s one of our kids birthday parties and it’s miserable! They also live far away so the travel is not easy. I tried to make friends with a fellow mommy down the road from me butttt I got shot down. She was stuck in the newborn stage and exhausted. I get it. I just want someone to have play dates and drinks with.... mommy needs mommy friends.