2nd thoughts 😩

So me Me and my Fiance have been together for almost 4 years engaged for 2 with a one year old. I use to be so in love with him. I use to post pics of us constantly and show him off. He never did it for me or did anything special, like plan a cute date or pick me a flower off of the road for all I care lol. It kinda always hurt my feelings because I always did special things for him to show him I cared and never anything in return. But Now ever since my one year was born we fight a lot and its just so different between us. Im never in the mood to have sex either. We have good and bad days. Our relationship is out of the honeymoon stage obviously. Im not sure what to do anymore I try to fix it. I dont look at him the same anymore. I want that love back we use to have. What do I do all I do is think about it constantly 😔