I need to vent !

All my life I’ve felt my mom has always set me aside out of all the kids she has I get it but makes me feel like I’m not even her child also the fact that her grandchild, my son has been left by the sperm donor , I am now married and she still talks about him like he’s the greatest guy in the world

Let me add he use to beat me

He’s a drug user

He’s a cheater

And he has other children he conceived while with me it’s like wtf mom I expect you to be on my side I don’t hate the guy but damn it mom let that dude stay in the past already

Not too mention he hasn’t been in my sons life since he was 1 only in and out when he feels the need to she doesn’t see that it also hurts my husbands feelings like seriously

I’m venting putting this anonymously because people are so mean