My labor
Got to the hospital at 5 am .. due to water breaking .. went from 1-4/5 centimeters in 45 mins of being in the hospital and finally got the epidural which slowed up the process .. eventually the epidural wore off down there and I felt the pressure to push (like I had to poop) they checked me and I was 9.5 'this was around 3-4 o clock that's how long the epidural slowed everything up .. they gave me a little bit of petossin (if I'm spelling that correctly) to get me to the 9.5 cuz I was stuck at 5 centimeters for hours ... when I hit the 9.5 mark they checked me and they said let the baby come down more .. so they topped me off with a little more epidural and I had to wait another hour for that to wear off until I felt the pressure again .. I been wanted to push sinse I was 9.5 centimeters !!! And when I finally hit 10 MY DOCTOR WAS IN THE MIDDLE OF A FUCKING C SECTION . I had to deal with every contraction with breathing techniques !! For an hour !! The worst pain in my life ppl !! After waiting an hour got the rude doctor to come in .. I was ready to push but everytime I tried to push they said I'm pushing with my face and not like I have to poop .. it was very hard to hold my breath for 10 second after my second push .. she gave me a attitude and I gave her one right back .I WAS DEFF NOT IN THE MOOD ..she told me to stop "playing games" and be serious or I will have to go through with c section because my baby's heart rate was very high ... I looked at her and said don't tell me I'm playing games I'm trying my best and please don't disrespect me (mind you I was in the middle of a contraction yelling ) eventually she was tired of me after one set of pushing smh and said if you don't push this baby out next I'm putting you for c section .. NURSES ..my mom and boyfriend were encouraging me while she was rolling her eyes while I was waiting for my next contraction to push ...I pushed so hard till I couldn't breath and the most intense pain I ever fucking felt !!! And my boy was out !!! I didn't get to do skin to skin because my baby had a fever and so did I ..up to now I didn't Evan get to hold my baby yet until tmm morning 😢 nor did this lovely doctor say good job or tap me on the back or tell me congrats .. everyone said I did an amazing job for a first time and im strong !! And I know I am so fuck her !! (Excuse my language) I give all the respect and props to all the women that go through this .. easy or tuff labor it's amazing what pain we can actually take .. it's amazing we can hold a growing human in our womb for 9+ months and give them life . I honestly respect every mother after today Evan more ..we are warriors !!
This is My baby
Maison Feliciano Ramirez
Was 8.8 pounds his height was 21.53
Inner second degree tear very minor ..
Dealing with intense back pain (thanks epidural) , fever , chills and body aches at the moment .😩😩😩😩
I love him with all my heart and I'm broken that I don't get to hold my baby until tommorow .. I will never do this again !! Not getting pregnant ever again lol but I'll do it for him anyway any minute anytime just for you my little king .. TODAY MY LIFE CHANGED FOR THE BETTER
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