😭😢☹I'm tired of trying. ☹😭😢😔

I been trying almost for 8 months now. No, luck!! I got two false positive 😢😭. im just going to let go and do my life. I keep telling my husband to go to the doctor and go get ur self check but he doesn't listen. I did and everything came normal. I'm 34 and his 48. he has two kids and I don't have anykids. so he think is not him because he has two kids. I don't know what to think or do? 😣🤔 I guess... I'm going to Focus to lose more weight and start doing healthy stuff and he can do him self.