I'm feelin a bit torn. I really wanted to have a kid one day. I want my bf to purpose I love him so much. I can't picture my life without him. But he can't father children. (he's divorced found out while he was married that he has very low sperm count) Of we were tobget married It's pretty much a guarantee that I will never have any kids of my own. And he is not open to adoption. I feel like I would be happy with him without kids. But a part of me is sad about that also. People always used to tell how great a mother of be one day. But I'm not gonna be a mom...