possibly pregnant?

i dont wanna get hopes up, but im not opposed either. but i havent been taking my BC and usually a few days after I stop taking it, i get the withdrawl af (light to medium). im laying here, 8:50am, thinking about how I haven't had another one in a few weeks... and i do IRONICALLY have a pregnancy test on my night stand (dont ask). Lowkey wanna take it, but at the same time, im scared shitless. HELP. 😣😣😥😭😭 update::/ i took the test. it came out negative. dont know if its too early or if my anxiety is just acting up😂