why can't I stop crying?!?

Emily

it's been weeks since I've seen this guy I really like almost a month. We were never together just cuddly and kissy but not official. he decided to break it off whatever it even was. I miss him so bad and it hurts so much I want him back but it's hopeless and all I can do now is cry and have been crying since the break. I feel like I sound so stupid but I feel so helpless... help me please!