why does my self esteem get lower as I lose weight.

Kenzie

I dont know what is wrong with me. Over the past 3 years I've lost around 110lbs and I feel worse about my image than ever. I was so unhappy with myself when I was heavy and now that I'm actually nearing thin...its like I'm getting grosser in different ways...I should be happy an motivated, instead I just feel like I'll be fat and have an ugly body9 forever. I exercise and all that but I look awful. I have a lot of loose skin hanging off of my stomach and love handles. my arms could fly me to Poland and the stretch marks.. they literally run from my vagina to my ribs...I'm so ashamed and utterly appalled when I face myself in the mirror. what can I do to boost my confidence? even my boyfriend has been angry with me because "I can't see what he sees." even when we have sex I wrap myself in blankets or turn the light off and this frustrates him, as he wishes to see me...but all I can think about are the awkward noises caused by my fat and hope to god he doesn't notice how floppy it is. I just w

ant to feel pretty and attractive for once.....

I hate my stomach so much...