kinda worried

ok af is due in 3 to 4 days i been crampy like crazy sore boobs i been ttc for almost 2 years i check my cervix regular for ovulation so this morning i was very wet and moist than i checked my cervix took my finger out and the cm was brown not red or pink brown pelvic right and left pain and pain in the belly there isnt any cm in my underwear its just wet watery and my cp is high and soft if this isnt my month i may just give up trying so i need suggestions plz and advice as to what that could mean