So disappointed

I'm out this month. I'm 4 days before af but I ovulate earlier in my cycle so a bfp should have happened by now. I had what I thought was implantation pain / pink spotting a week ago! And still testing negative ... this is so upsetting.

I had what I thought were positive symptoms .. super sore boobs, which I never get! Weird dull aches super low. I only ever cramp about a day before AF ... watery/milky discharge for about a week now, and more than usual. Usually I get super tacky cm before AF. I'm just so upset