so its been 3 years since ive been married. While my hubby and i were in our dating years i was at my healthiest weight and had an amazing body! I was In Love With me!! But before i Loved me...I had it really hard through 11th grade and college years, going through depression and feeling really ugly about myself. I got to the point where I was 200 pounds! My doctor urged me to lose the weight before I become a diabetic. I took that personally, and not only did I do it for my health but to prove to myself that I didn't deserve to hate myself.. I mean for what reason?!?! So anyways, it's time to get back at it and feel beautiful again! My hubby loves my body and loves me no matter what weight or what I look like. But I feel when he holds me he's not grabbing me.. Yes grabbing my fat, and my fat is not apart of me, at least not the way I want it too. This new change is for me, it's for my confidence, its for strength, it's for the Love of me! Below is a picture of my before and after. 12th grade prom-200 lbs. 2 years later when I was dating my hubby-137lbs. Then the bottom pic is me currently 😐 152.2 lbs.