i really don't like my best friend, i don't like they're personality, i hate how they behave, i hate the way they treat me.

i also don't really like any of my other friends. i have this one friend who i'm always there for when they're upset or need something but anytime i'm upset they're 'busy' and hand me off to someone else. they treat me like utter shit and i wish i could just tell all of them to fuck off and never see them again.