Friend announced pregnancy after trying for a month...

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I know their news isn't related my struggle but it is so hard to hear. I know that's a very selfish reaction and while I am happy for them, I'm so frustrated that it's not as easy for me (15 months total TTC, one mc at 8 weeks in February and still not pregnant). Through several other friends announcing pregnancy, I've honestly felt good and been so excited for them. But this time was different for some reason. My husband was so surprised to see my reaction to the announcement today... he noticed instantly that I couldn't separate myself and be genuinely happy. I'm so surprised I have become so ... selfish? Makes me sad that I can't celebrate my friend while simultaneously feeling so discouraged.