😩😩😩😣😣😣 My sister in law gave birth last night. We planned to be pregnant at similar times unfortunately mine ended in ectopic. Yesterday was a really happy day and I was super happy for her with little to no thought about my loss. But then the dreaded question came.... When are you going to have a baby? It's time for you guys to have a baby. You guys are next... all these questions came from my SIL father (not my FIL). He continued to ask me over and over again, I dodged the question, I laughed I even avoided eye contact. He even said we needed to go to a happy hour and just let it happen his final comment made me mad and i blurted out no we need to go to the doctor first so yeah. He looked embarrased and i said it in a room full of people but i couldnt take it anymore i almost cried. He's not the first to ask this question and probably won't be the last but a day where I was so happy for my SIL and BIL turned into jealousy and sadness for me. To top it all off I passed by the hospital where I had my surgery. I am rarely on that side of town but today I passed by it. I know he didnt mean harm by it but it just made something so wonderful for our family turned me bitter and sad. I have a HSG test scheduled for Thursday I hope ibget the green light to start TTC again. But I am also dreading possibly losing my tube due to being scarred and my biggest worry is that they're both blocked 😢😢😢. thank you for reading my rant.