Got a BFP in the middle of August. Had a blighted ovum, found out Labor Day weekend. The last weekend of September, took meds to induce my miscarriage because it wasn’t happening naturally. Now, 4 weeks later, I thought I was getting my period. I was excited because I could finally move on! It after one day of really light flow, it stopped. That’s what happened when we found out I was pregnant, so I started thinking what if... not that we tried, but we were intimate a couple times... so I started hoping. Stupid stupid hope.

I tried to talk myself out of it, but couldn’t. So I bought a test. And took it. And of course, it was negative. And I knew it would be, but I had started to hope, that after all this, something good was finally happening.

So, back to waiting. It’s weird to be waiting and hoping that AF comes soon, since I’ve spent so long hoping it doesn’t show up. And I know that it’s normal for it to be late and weird after a miscarriage and I’m trying to be patient, but it’s not easy!