I'm so frustrated with life

I'm constantly thinking about my next move in life and where I'm going to end up. I'm currently away from home and my parents don't want me to come back (which I really don't understand the reason ) my father is an asshole!🙄 i can't decide what school to transfer to because of my financial situation . At this point it's FML. I can't even live in the present from thinking about the future so much