I’m scared

Kristin

I’m scared to try again because I’ve had two miscarriages. I want a child with my husband so bad. I found out I have diabetes about a year ago and I can’t say I’ve been dealing with it well! At first I thought I could do this but now I feel like a different person! The medicine makes me feel weak...I can’t do normal things like walking or playing with my kids! I’m 220lbs I don’t feel big or over weight. But I know I need to lose weight. My hubby says” we will have a child soon bay”! But it ain’t happened yet 😪 I’m jus scared it. I love my hubby so much I jus don’t understand why?