2 Days Postpartum question.

So I'm being discharged today.

I had an all natural birth.

I'm just wondering is it normal to not feel when you have to go pee?

Because I woke up and went to turn on the light and there just a huge gush of pee that just comes running down my leg.

Now I'm embarrassed because I literally just pissed myself.

I didn't even know I had to go that badly.

( second kid )

Is it normal to not feel when you have to pee?