confused !

Kay

I’ve been battling with trying to get pregnant and in-between that battling my depression. Few years back I lost a child . Him and I relationship has never been the same . Some days we are good some days we are bad I don’t think either one of us have over come the sadness of it all . every month I get more depressed that I’m not pregnant yet . right now for two days I been in bed and overly emotional because of depression . Does it get any easier or even better at that ?