Feeling Hopeless

I'm 41, been trying to conceive naturally for a year and a few months. My period should have started on October 17th and at the latest October 24th. I took a test yesterday & this morning but both were negative and still no period. (And actually another one later in the morning, one that was expired but also negative.) I have felt changes; heavier breasts, cramping, weight gain but all the tests say negative.

I am so depressed & worried that it'll never happen. Thank you to all who may read this & maybe even say something, I'm happy for a place to vent. Blessings to the all.