Okay, so. I’m 35 weeks. She’s already weighing in at 5 pounds and some change. So she should be about 6 now. According to my last ultrasound tech.

Before anyone jumps on the post saying anything negative, read the whole post.

I’ve been having so many issues with this pregnancy, idk what to do. On top of the issues I’ve been going crazy because of them.. emotionally I’m a wreck.. Here’s why..

Since about 5 months of being pregnant I have been having breathing issues.. no asthma, though just to be sure I tried asthma pump and it didn’t help a bit. When I say breathing issues. I’ve passed out at grocery store. No, not from walking around a lot.. I went to pick up TWO things. Didn’t feel winded until I got to the cash register.. and started seeing stars.. blah blah blah, you get the picture. Ambulance was called and they told me I was fine. Couple days later it happened again, I was driving and felt like I was going to fall asleep at the wheel, LUCKILY I was already on my way to hospital, got there they check my vitals, some things were off.. they sent me upstairs and all of a sudden everything was fine. Every doctor says that there isn’t nothing they can do if it’s not happening right then and there. WOW, okay. They send me home. I’m hydrated. Not the issue. And evry time since then I have had to deal with it on my own. Fainting and passing out at home. It’s gotten to the point where I don’t even tell anyone.. like this isn’t normal, it took for someone else to say this to me for me to come back to my senses. It usually last for an hour or so.. and then it leads to a panic attacking of course. It wait, there is more..

Pains, this is fairly normal but when it comes to not being able to do anything to alleviate them is a absolute issue... they are constant and and moderate. Laying down, resting, walking, sitting up, standing, bouncing on a ball, taking a bath, essential oils, massage... You name it. It hasn’t worked. This then turns to stress!

I am so stressed, i don’t know what to do. I felt like I was being selfish for even thinking of this but idk. Idk anymore. My midwife just shrugs her shoulders at me and I’m literally here trying to figure out what to do!