I am so mad! I am so upset! I feel lost, scared, hopeless, angry, vengeful, scared, and everything else bad you can think of. I keep having nightmares and it just can’t stop thinking about it. Someone broke into our home and stole everything we owned. I am due December 30th and they stole all the diapers I had, all the clothes, all our furniture and tools, every kitchen gatdget we had, all my no maternity clothes, my antique kitchen chairs, totes filled with the only baby clothes I had, one tote had my daughters baby book... they smashed through doors and destroyed our home! They stole my daughters bassinet that I was saving for her first child. They stole a car bed my husband slept in as a child and was going to give to our first son. His father is deceased and it meant so much to the both of us to have our children have something of that nature to connect to him. I have two months to start from scratch for my baby, I have nothing for a house, I never want to go back to that unsafe place again but we sunk all our money into it! $40k gone... I just really needed to rant because I just feel lost and destroyed because in 2014 my parents had a house fire and I lost every last thing of sentimental value except my husbands car bed. I worked hard to move past that and understand that I wasn’t just going to lose everything again and to allow myself to create more happy memories and hold on to things of sentiment to me... now everything is gone again and I am worried about coming back from this one because I just can’t seem to tell myself that it won’t happen again... I just don’t feel safe in life right now. I feel like regardless of if I try, I will lose everything again and have nothing so trying just seems so emotionally draining and I just physically don’t have the energy to do it...