Anyone else nervous to test?

A Eff • Momma of 17 year old boy, and 4 year old girl, 5 👼 babies, final baby boy born Sept 14 2022

AF is due 11/3, I’ve had some weird cramping this last week into this week, along just a odd feeling in my belly 🙏🏻. Counting down the days to test but I get so anxious the days before AF is suppose to make an appearance, hoping for two pink lines, but it’s been a single little pink line soooo many times 😢.

Uhh waiting sucks....