confused

Dina

so I miss carried Abril 2017. this month has been awful as I would have technically given birth to that baby. yesterday my husband says something out of the blue after me and him were intimate. He said if you get pregnant great all I pray is for healthy baby. in my mind I am like yey but the other part says no. is it wrong for me to fill this way? when will be okay to get pregnant? anyone else relates?