Anyone relate

Has anyone after their miscarriage said that they lost all hope and when they see other babies if close family and friends they feel like they will never get what they have.. even when I come across articles I tell myself that I’ll never feel that way and I’ll never start a family. I don’t know maybe these are thoughts after my miscarriage bc it was so hard to loose a baby and even though it’s 3 months later I still try to remember the times when I was preggo even tho I was bleeding and in pain half of the time.. I just want to know if I can relate or am I the only one is it wrong to feel this way 😔😔😔😔