me and my boyfriend have been together since 8/20/17 and i really do care about him. never cared about someone so much and never thought i would since my past ex was so abusive. Sex has always been a struggle for me to enjoy since my ex and my sexual assault. ive over come alot and have started becoming sexually active again and damn is it great but my boyfriends Jeremy(he named his penis this) is a little smaller then my liking and i sometimes have to fake moans and stuff to please him. it's not always but i do add some extra ones in when im not being able to b pleased bc of his size. IS THAT WRONG OF ME??