I am 17 and currently have never been to the dr for an exam. I am sexually active yes but to me thats easier than a doctor. My boyfriend is somebody i trust and over all its easier in that intimate situation. i was molested numerous times when i was younger and raped over a year ago which resulted in a pregnancy. I was only 10 weeks along so the obgyn refused to get me into an appt and every day i took a test and every day it was positive. i ended up miscarrying at home and still the dr refused to get me in and my mom wouldnt take me to the hospital. Long story short after that when i did get in my mom forced me to get birth control but i didnt have an exam. I ended up going back and got it taken out because it just reminded me what happened. Well im ready to try but I am so afraid. My boyfriend Is supportive and said he would go with me. ive heard it all before that they see vaginas all the time, its their job, for my health,etc.. but I cant get past this fear. What can I do to ease myself when I go?