knocked sideways..

Feeling a little knocked 2day.  Someone mentioned <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a> today.  I understand y- but it has still knocked me. We have been trying on and off for a few years. We have had some interruptions along the way- I was bridesmaid x 2 ( my decision to play safe), i had surgery to remove a cyst- had to wait a year to have it done. Then we both suffered ptsd after a turblent year with a certain person and both went thru counselling. We are out rhe other side now and settled into ttc after prob 6 months on hold. I love the person who brought it up dearly and i know they love me. im not angry or hurt but i felt i needed to share somewhere...