I don’t. We lost our little girl a year ago Oct 21 at 7 months. She had a very rare disorder...one that only affects 1 in 10,000 babies to be exact. I went through three different surgical procedures and had to go to a specialist once a week to have needles put through my stomach with no pain meds. My husband has recently brought up that he wants to try again, but I don’t. It’s just too emotional and I think I would be stressed the whole time. He said it’s not all about me. Did I mention the fact that his family basically blamed me, and said it was because I was too thin and worked out too much before pregnancy? His mom started pushing us to try again a few weeks after we lost her. I think it has to do with pressure from her and the fact my sister recently found out she’s pregnant. Am I being selfish? I’m just scared to risk it again.