I was abused as a young child and now I feel like what happened to me is heavily affecting my relationship. I completely over react and snap at my boyfriend for things that are harmless. For example, we'll be being playful and he'll touch my boob and I will change so fast and I feel like I'm becoming emotionally abusive at this point. He tries so hard to be understanding and even apologises for what he's done and says he understands why I reacted that way, but I don't want to be this way. I love him so much and don't want to upset him 💔