Yesterday we found out our baby had no heartbeat and it didn’t really sink in till today. All I can keep thinking about is how I still am carrying our child but she/he isn’t alive. I keep looking at my son thinking about what it would have been like if we miscarried with him. We would have never known how perfect he would have turned out and how deeply in love we would have been. That’s how I’m feeling with my angel baby. We will never know what she/he would have been in life. We will never be able to hold our baby or tell him/her that we love them so much. I know I was only 9 weeks along but I had plans for our growing family. We wanted this baby. I don’t know why this baby was taken so soon. 😢 i know it’ll get easier but today is a rough day.