Baby or no baby

Cortnee • Mother to 4 beautiful little princesses 💜AJC 8/10/18💜AMB 6/8/20💜GMRB 10/14/21💜 RST 7/31/24

I’ve been TTC for almost a year now and have been let down month after month with BFNs. I found out over the summer that my best friend who’s like a sister to me is pregnant, she’s about 25 weeks now. I was super depressed in the beginning but I was happy for her. My biological half sister was super excited to be an aunt (she’s going to be 7 on dec 2). Well over the last few weeks, about the time I got my last period, she kept asking what she would be if I had a baby and if that baby would live with us (I still live at home with my parents because it’s easier for all of us). There is a 15 year age gap between my sister and me with no other kid between us. I’ll be 22 in a couple weeks and according to my charts I should expire to my period this month about 4-5 days before my birthday. It just throws me off every time my sister asks because it just recently started. No one in my family knows that I’ve been trying and I know sometimes kids can sense things. I’m wondering if maybe my sister is sensing that I’m pregnant and is asking those questions because of it. I don’t want to get my hopes up because I’m afraid to be let down again. I just can’t help but wonder why she’s just started asking these questions. And honestly I think it would make for a great birthday present. What do all of you think of this? Could it be a sign? My best friend and I both think it could be but again I’m trying to not get my hopes up to spare myself from the let down of another BFN.