AF is supposed to be here today and nothing yet. tested again and BFN!!!!!

Can she show up already. The disappointment and sadness is starting to kick in. I just want a baby! ive been through hell this yr. i dont understand why my body won't hold a pregnancy. 2 MC this yr. i had my first MC and concieved on my due date from the 1st one and turned out to be a chemical pregnancy. This is torture!

Im done ..thanks for letting me get that out. maybe next month....🤞🤞🙏