I lost my virginity in August, and it was... shitty 😐. My first time wasn’t awkward or cute, it was painful and largely disappointing. I felt like a holiday turkey just being repeated stuffed. The first time I thought that maybe it was the fact that I was nervous and my body was too tense to feel pleasure but a month later I had sex for the second time.... IT STILL FELT BAD 😫! I felt little to no pleasure, it was just discomfort. I really liked the guy but I think he scared me for future sexual interactions. What if my body just isn’t made for sex and it’ll always feel like this during sex. Help! 😭🤧