Second baby nervous

Amanda • Wife 10-2-15 Avery 6-22-16

Hey everyone, we are going to be TTC soon. We have a daughter she is 1.5 years old. Why is making the decision to have number two so much harder then the first? Haha 😂 we know we want more but I kept going from yes to maybe and it's making me crazy!!! Any other mamas go through this? Also to add I'll need to have another c-section my first one was amazing no issues and I healed great but still nervous for another!!! Blahhhhh