My biggest regret in life is....

Pushing him to fast.

On the surface I have no doubt he loves me. But I have never given him a chance to really show it.

My personality is very straight forward, make the first move kinda girl. I initiated all the steps in our relationship. Dating, getting married.... he was the one to ask me but I had put a lot of pressure on him. I was his first gf, first love. He's never had a breakup or heart break. He's never had to chase me or try. I can't help feeling that I've been to easy because part of me doubt if I hadn't been so enthusiastic, of we'd be where we are today.

I would give him the moon and stars. I do anything and everything for him. I can't help feeling that I make him happier then he makes me. I wish he would take the initiative to make a sincerely gesture of love.

If I could redo it. I would have taken two big steps back and let it progress as it would have. Maybe if he had to work at o a little he'd appreciate me more. 😣.

This is a deep feeling that I can't shake. Even when we are "happy"