Crunch for time

I'm sitting here watching pursuit of happiness and I'm feeling all type of emotions right now. I can really relate to the main character in this movie. I don't have a child but everyday I fight to get to where I need and want to be. there are times that I am constantly fighting tears and depression because there's so much that I need to do with so little time. I'm 33 years old I finally found the man of my life but I can't have a child because I don't have a good paying job. I'm afraid that if I don't find a job that will help me to support my future family I will lose the man of my dreams and we'll never have the child that always wanted. is there anyone close to feeling like how I'm feeling right now?